i wonder

how much can a person take
when the world comes crashing down around u

when u feel u can't take anymore
u still do
and wonder if that's the last straw

resilence is miraculous, unexpected and not necessarily welcomed
at times u wonder why dun u just crash -- it'd be so much easier

why do we fight for wat we believe even if it seems impossible?
hope?
faith?
naivity?

why dun we fight sometimes?
eventho we've claimed that it's worth it?
why give up so easily?
it can't have meant much then.

wat is a family?
presence with no real reason?
wat does contributing to a family mean?
helping out/ being there...
i am there when there is need
dun cage me jus for your satisfaction.

is it so shameful to love someone?
will u bow to the standards of a closed minded society
or be free and true to yourself?

some conform so as not to hurt those they love..
some outta fear and acceptance...

i refuse to live a lie
and for that i accept the consequences

maybe i'm just a pessimist huh!!