delusions

delusions that things in the past dun matter
delusions that feelings last forever
delusions that hurt can be forgotten and buried...

delusions that your intuition is wrong
delusions that friends will be there when u need them
(ironically they're usu only there when u're in one piece)

delusions that broken pieces and cracks can be glossed over just 'cos u want it so
delusions that turning back time will help mend anything
delusions that friendship still exists...

delusions that happiness is achievable
delusions that the pp around u are your friends
delusions that love is forever...

most of all...
delusions that things will ever change...
pp will ever change...
inter-relationships will ever ever change.

delusions that u had ever belonged...
delusions that u're not alone
delusions that anyone really like u

the fact is
the truth HURTS.