Chemistry...

What makes people like other people?
Is it becos these people make them feel good? Either about themselves or they have fun with these people? So they classify them as friends and invite them into their inner circle? Is it becos they fit into their social circle and are easy to relate to?

Why do we have to strive so hard for certain relationships and friendships, whilst others just fall into our laps and click instantaneously?
Chemistry.
Chemistry??

Why do some relationships work, and some not, despite the intentions?
Why do some people like you, even if you dun like them, or are not even aware they exist? Whilst with others you are almost invisible, or have to keep striving just to be acknowledged?
Should you keep trying? When is it time to let go?
Should you let go?

Can you be sad, yet ok even if things do not go the way you want them to?
Can you tell yourself, yes you are happy cos someone loves you? Is it enuff? Or must everyone you love, love you back? Perhaps that is the ultimate goal, ultimate acceptance and acknowledgement we seek.

There is a fundamental core, a believe that roots each of us. I believe love is forever, despite the many changes we get swept up in. Sometimes relationships sour or discontinue, yet when you're thinking about it, the cord is still there.
We are never truly separated from those who mean something to us, eventhough in reality we never meet again.

I am happy that I'm loved and treasured. And in turn I do my best to love and treasure.
Still... there a part of me that aches sometimes. Just a little.