Why do i feel so much

when u smile...
when u look at me in the early mornings...
when we touch...
and all i feel is love and each second is bliss.

Why do i feel so much...
when u get pissed...
where each look is a look of disgust and abandonment...
where each glance, action or word stabs...
and leaves me all ripped up inside.

Why do i let myself feel so much.
When will i ever learn not to be such a cry-baby.

Why can u not care when u leave me in pieces?
Why can u not see all i need is u loving me?
Why do u not feel when i hurt?
Why do u not love me when u're pissed?
Why do u hurt me?

Why do i hurt so easy?
When will i learn & grow a shell?
When will i accept that sometimes love is not forever or all encompassing?

I feel so much...
Yet, i fear the day when my heart fails...
and i can feel no more.