pendulum

is being
happy
sleepy but happy -- ugly lotus shoes
nice retro gold rimmed greeny shoes...
headbreaking crowd dives for able-to-get-at-watsons sunblock
(oops! but i was told...)
ground swishing, feet stepping black pants
(minimise toilet trips!)
orange pink, blue orange crocs slippers
pretty jingle jangles for wrists and ear lobes
(bohemian funky minx)
silly cute name keychains
bracey smiles on tees, red headed dollies
purple light stick twirlies
bizzare slightly intriguing, yet boring mistress of spices
snores...
not too spicy korean noodles
oh... and almost forgot -- Squishy Bags (omg am i paying attention!!)

is being
exasperated,
alternating calm patiences and hair yanking, bitchy remarks
is the unbelievable denseness
wall-like inpennetrable arrghhh....
inconsiderate soapy enemas, squished pups, cranky cats
and dun comment about my personnal life -- it's not yours to judge
i am MAD mad mad
pp should avoid me at all cost
i miss junkie and twiisti
ps. to shrink paint reduce with stretch equally

is being plunged
into a pool called sadness
and tears
of tears spilling unheeded
of hearts broken and feelings torn
i weep for the loss
unable to mend those broken
feeling their pain as mine
i weep the soft cheeks with the sad eyes...
i hold u close, as much as i can
i wanna protect u from all hurt
and i break inside 'cos i can't.

i rule not
emo is i
(and tread softly my song)