Just think about this...
When was the last time u ever did something purely out of friendship tat actually took effort but u still did it even if u were tired or din feel like it, 'cos it wat your fren asked or just 'cos u think it'd help/ cheer someone up.
Or when was the last time u made a special effort and planned something special juz 'cos u wanted and know your friend(s) will be happy.
When was the last time u did something purely for the sake of someone else and in no way beneficial to yourself!!!! TELL ME!!!!
Then tell me m i expecting too much once again?
'cos that's all i'm getting - from everyone.
Perhaps this should hint to me that all these thots and hurt feelings just exisit within my own psychosis, my world of make-believe and fantasy -- that this is not meant to exist in real life. And my own definition of friendship -- that it needs both taking and giving, and needing and being there -- is one that no one knows about.
I must be missing some rule that everyone else seems to know about and failing miserably to not care.
Or when was the last time u made a special effort and planned something special juz 'cos u wanted and know your friend(s) will be happy.
When was the last time u did something purely for the sake of someone else and in no way beneficial to yourself!!!! TELL ME!!!!
Then tell me m i expecting too much once again?
'cos that's all i'm getting - from everyone.
Perhaps this should hint to me that all these thots and hurt feelings just exisit within my own psychosis, my world of make-believe and fantasy -- that this is not meant to exist in real life. And my own definition of friendship -- that it needs both taking and giving, and needing and being there -- is one that no one knows about.
I must be missing some rule that everyone else seems to know about and failing miserably to not care.
posted by milknpowder | 7:19 AM
1 Comments:
hmm, so I do it this way. I keep superhero-vijay happy, and superhero-vijay keeps everyone else happy :).
everyone is happy, life is great.
We cant make everyone happy, but we always choose a selected few. When I need happiness, I call up a friend, and lucky me, mostly, hearing them, is enough.
Post a Comment
<< Home