missing someone is an emotion u can suddenly find yourself besieged with
it lands like lightning out of the blue
without warning
without intention
and it is way beyond your control
how it consumes your whole person
the way to remain somewhat sane is to keep busy
life goes on
whether u're sad, angry, hurt, happy, having fun...
life goes on and u have to go on too
it's how things are
it's how u hv to be
2b accountable to life
life goes on
and u have to live as best as u can
for yourself

but i'm sorry for the complexes
words are dangerous and selfish and hurtful
and in the heat of the moment, there are usually regrets after
it is never committing this regret that we strive for within us
it is how we overcome daily challenges that molds us
it is the struggle to find meaning in life that we live for

i've missed u so much