It's OK

perhaps it's those earth tremors or shifts in the plates (which everyone else have been feeling lately)... the change in fengshui?

but it's been rather blissfully peaceful lately.
and
i'm really really thankful and grateful for it.
surprisingly, it' something i've learnt to appreciate for its rarity.
almost like a return to childhood.
time whizzing by...
uneventful, mundane, quiet.

And u start to feel that it's ok.
It's ok that not everyone gets u;
or loves you (esp the way u want or need them to).
Or even want to remain frens with u...
It only hurts for that moment, and u let it float away.

It's enuff to have the pp who love u, who stay with u, and are your friends forever.

I feel shrouded in a fog of oblivion;
of peace and tranquility.
It may not even last past tonite but while coccooned in it - i am free.
Free and whole.
No voids to fill, no longing or want.

This is bliss.
I am no saint, but..
It is OK.