stillness?

i dream a dream...
in it
u were...
sadness.

i think a thot...
sadness
surrounds.

but now
a stilless
overcomes...

void
i searched,
lost????

my puzzle
i see
but feel naught.

it's strange
awaiting
yet distance is delt...
so easily?

can it be
indifference?
the static calmness?

i hear of vexities
of devastation
of broken despair...

i try
an equally broken record...
no salve of comfort?

i distress

barren
void
non-living????

i feel a clam.
it's wooden.