Faith
wat is it?
Expectation?
I'm not supposed to expect but i'm supposed to have faith?
HOW?
I had them both, alot.
I also had other buddies such as Sympathy, Empathy, Nicety, Forbearance and Love.
Now i have none.
I'm realising there is a limit to these things and it's not that u dun want them.
U just lose them.
It's my own resposibility how I react, act and respond.
No one else is responsible for my behavior?
I have a choice...
Perhaps this is not an easy truth or belief to hold onto.
Faith is an expectation.
Expectation?
I'm not supposed to expect but i'm supposed to have faith?
HOW?
I had them both, alot.
I also had other buddies such as Sympathy, Empathy, Nicety, Forbearance and Love.
Now i have none.
I'm realising there is a limit to these things and it's not that u dun want them.
U just lose them.
It's my own resposibility how I react, act and respond.
No one else is responsible for my behavior?
I have a choice...
Perhaps this is not an easy truth or belief to hold onto.
Faith is an expectation.

2 Comments:
it's gonna be an everest task in upkeeping the resolution of anti-negativity
but i guess deep down i still have faith in the pp i hold close althou the weather outlook is still very grim... i just have to wait the storm out and stop feeling too sad while it's happening.
she deserves my faith.
i will cease to exist when all my faith dies.
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