Sometimes...

U'd think when things get bad
U should try to work it out
Find a resolution.
So u try...
And try again.

BUT...
What if there is none.
What if there's only the end.
What then.
Is that considered giving up?

What if there's just anger, resentment & unhappiness.
What then.
What are u suppose to do?
Just stop...?

Perhaps.
Sometimes.
U just need to leave.

Perhaps.
Then.
It'll get better.

Once loved...

our lives are interlinked for every moment.
wat affects one, affects the other.
it creates a boundary never there before.
a consideration other than self.
it puts your self into the background, and becomes a we.

ONLY IN AUSTRALIA...

**ONLY IN MELBOURNE - do u not have a 24 hour clinic other than the hospitals!!

**LIVING IN AUSTRALIA - u MUST have a relative that is a doctor to cut out all the BULLSHIT in between!!

**ONLY AT ROYAL WOMEN'S - does your postop review take11 weeks! They obviously do not care.

**ONLY AT ROYAL WOMEN'S HOSPITAL MELB - do they disbelief that u're in pain and refused outright to do a post-op u/s eventho u've complained of increasing pain and have been back every week with no improvement from taking panadol!

**ONLY IN AUSTRALIA - does the maindoor suck your key in, taking 20min to be removed each time. And yr apt door repeated sinks and is unable to be locked properly.

**IN AUSTRALIA - how long for internet set-up - average 28 working days, and they will send u the modem without connection!!!

**IN AUSTRALIA - an urgent referral for u/s means making an apptmt to be done 2 days later!

**IN AUSTRALIA - when u're obviously running a temp and is sick, u will still have to go from A&E Royal Women's to yr local GP for an MC becos the Royal Womens do not wanna admit any post-op complications. And yr GP can't give u an MC becos he's not incharge of your case!! In other words - u're screwed.

**IN AUSTRALIA - what advice do they give u when u're in pain and have been repeatedly to the A&E - take MORE PANADOL!!

**IN AUSTRALIA - how long is the average waiting time at the A&E - SIX HOURS!! That is mostly becos pp come in for ankle sprains, swollen knees etc...

**IN AUSTRALIA - what is the estimated time for a laptop under warrantee to be fixed - FOUR TO SIX weeks!! And they dun even offer a spare for use in the meantime! So we pay 4-6 weeks for TOSHIBA's faultiness!

**IN AUSTRALIA - how long does it take for your stairwell and coridoor electricity power to be fixed - SIX (6) WORKING DAYS! I'm sure they've heard of public safety liability, esp in a pitch black stairwell that goes up 4 floors.

Border Patrol NZ - Stoopidity EXPOSED!!

1) Male returning from trip to thailand detained becos of words entered in his diary! Placing him under suspicion of child prostitution! Hmmm... what he does in another country surely is of no concern to the Border Patrol??!!

2) Woman's bottled Herbal drink detained for suspicion of containing drugs (which tested negative) so they just went down the list and decide to accuse it of containing Bear Bile - which was also tested negative!! In the end they had to let the woman go but detained the bottle, in which furtehr tests revealed chicken and human DNA in the drink... duh if it's a herbal drink... SIAO!

3) 2 Female passengers were detained from carrying exactly the same make-up products! Firstly suspected of bringing of drug carrying - none found, then suspected of prostitution!! And one person was denied entry based on purely NO-PROOF!!! Poor person!!

4) People who dun speak english are treated like SHIT - instead of providing them with a translator, the customs pp add to their distress by repeatedly speaking loudly in english that they want the bags opened when the woman wanted was help to locate her lost tourguide and was getting very distressed. Instead of offering help in locating her tour group, they continued to bagger her as though pp who do not speak english deserve no respect!
Obviously if a person doesn't understand what u're asking them to do, they can't do it! But they view this as suspicious that the woman couldn't get her bag open. She has longsightedness (common in old age) and can't see the tiny dial numbers, coupled by her distress at not being able to understand english, it would definitely take time...

**They also seem biased towards asians (as broadcasted on tv), and exaggerate events as though they are huge crimes but it always turns out to be NOTHING - based purely on their biased suspicions.

It's hard to wonder what they expect viewers to feel when they portray NZ customs in such a bad light on tv. I can only hazard that the aussie tv wants viewers to think better of their own border patrol.

If u wanna go fire up your fight for injustice - go watch it. So so silly.

my life

instead of offering any constructive help or suggestions
u say "day & nite, u always angry..."

well...
i wonder why i find life meaningless then huh.
and why i'd rather die

there's just no joy in the connection
no play
i wanna go play
but there's no one to play with

perspective

when yr world crumbles around u
and u think
wat's the point
wat is life all about

something unexpected comes
and gives u food for thot...

but
it is but a mere distraction
too far gone
fanthomless depth

misery is always at hand
waiting to swallow u whole

I wish I was dead.

Nasty DAY!

1. Sick colleague who has been sick for the past 6 days is still dragging herself SICK to work prob becos she must think it's so admirable. But not only is she spreading her germs to others, not resting herself to allow herself to quickly recover, refusing to take meds or VitC, she also inconvenience others by extending their working hours when this could've been easily fixed if advance notice was given instead of bringing herself to work just to show us that she's sick!
Oh and before she leaves for home she has the audacity to say "I hate being sent home, now what am i gg to do..." WTF!!!!!! Some pp do not wanna have to stay on becos u're happily doing NOTHING at home! Walao the nerve of some pp.

2. My idiot dog chewed up a library book becos I had to stay back late for work. And now I've gotta spend needless money to replace the blardy book.

3. Pp decide to throw uneaten dog food in the toilet bowl eventho there is a perfectly good bin to use and instead of aiming for the middle - dog food got stuck at the sides which had to be scraped off.

4. Pp can't be neat and clean up after themselves, esp food plates or cups. There isn't a maid around to follow up after u know.

5. Commonwealth bank takes 14 working days to issue a mastercard by which time I've missed the chance to purchase a cheap flight ticket hence unable to go home as planned.

So... what's left on the spoil my day list?

6. Oh yes, clients who refuse to divulge their pet's vax date - scared that there is a conspiracy theory behind the scenes. And make bitches of themselves by stating they will inform other pp not to come. WTF!

7. PP who ask if their boarding cats have eaten and how much they have eaten daily, or if someone has been in to talk to them and give them attention. Wake up pp - this is a cattery, ie boarding, not a 5 star hotel!! What dya expect for cheap boarding or free food?

8. FOODWORKS aust - published discounts in their mag when it's actually unavail at their stores... LIARS!! Wasted trip.